So. I almost completely forgot this was an actual journal. Obviously, I don't use it so much for that part. I comment like crazy anyway.

Anyyywaay, so I started thinking about the future and my brain exploded. Somewhat like this:


I'm not good with that stuff, because apparently I have a Peter Pan Complex. I just wish I wasn't so anxious about it.

Oh well, off to write, because it's one of the only things calming me down these days.

I am too tired to do anything right now, but since I have become a total moron for forgetting the date and therefore bff's birthday, I need to push through this. The school newspaper is eating my social life alive!!

Damn, I need to find a new layout, this one looks tired and boring. Need to shop around for a new one.

Needs more fabulousness.

1. Have you ever been searched by the cops?
Never gave any cops cause to.

2. Do you close your eyes on roller coasters?
Yes. But only because I get dizzier and a bigger adrenaline rush that way sometimes.

3. When's the last time you've been sledding?
Wow....it's been at least 10 years.

4. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone?
With someone. It's nice having someone there that close to you. Plus I love being the little spoon.

5. Do you believe in ghosts?
Yes. Hush, you.

6. Do you consider yourself creative?
Been scribbling words since I could write, so of course!

7. Do you think O.J. killed his wife?
Yes.

8. Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie?
No contest. Angelina FTW,

9. Do you stay friends with your ex's?
I've tried to, but it always ends up shitty.

10. Do you know how to play poker?
Only Texas hold em.

11. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
Definitely. Your mind goes to weird places...

12. What's your favorite commercial?
Urgh. I forget what car insurance it is, but there's this super bubbly girl who cracks me up.

13. What are you allergic to?
Nothing, dust maybe?

14. If you're driving in the middle of the night, and no one is around do you run red lights?
Yeah. It'd be assinine to wait.

15. Do you have a secret that no one knows but you?
Maybe one or two. You never know.

16. Boston Red Sox or New York Yankees?
Red Sox, dnw the Bankees.

17. Have you ever been Ice Skating?
No, I probably would fall on my ass. Or break a bone.

18. How often do you remember your dreams?
Almost always. Sometimes I have super awesome dreams, but my nightmares are vividly creepy.

19. When was the last time you laughed so hard you cried?
When I was with my best friend. I don't even remember why, I just know I always laugh that hard with her.

20. Can you name 5 songs by The Beatles?
Please Please Me,Cayenne, Love Me Do, Long Tall Sally and I Wanna Hold Your Hand (I won't apologize for my love of goopy Beatles songs).

21. What's the one thing on your mind now?
I need to get going!

22. Do you know who Ghetto-ass barbie is?
No. But she sounds ghetto.

23. Do you always wear your seat belt?
Yup. I always get weird looks from my friends, but I rather have that then get really hurt.

24. What cell service do you use?
T-Mobile.

25. Do you like Sushi?
YES. I haven't had any in a while...

26. Have you ever narrowly avoided a fatal accident?
I like to think not, but probably.

27. What do you wear to bed?
T-shirt and soccer shorts

28. Been caught stealing?
Yes.

29. What shoe size do you have?
7 1/2

30. Do you truly hate anyone?
No one comes to mind really. Well. One, I guess.

31. Classic Rock or Rap?
Classic Rock, there is no other.

32. If you could sleep with one famous person, who would it be?
One??? That is completely impossible to decide. Off the top of my head? Ryan Reynolds.

33. Favorite Song?
Music is My Hot Sex - CSS

34. Have you ever sang in front of the mirror?
Yup. I do every morning as I get ready for classes.

35. What food do you find disgusting?
Turnips.

36. Do you sing in the shower?
Only when no one's home.

37. Did you ever play, "I'll show you mine, if you show me yours"?
Hahaha no.

38. Have you ever made fun of your friends behind their back?
Didn't we all do that at one time or another?

39. Have you ever stood up for someone you hardly knew?
Definitely. No regret.

40. Have you ever been punched in the face?
No. But I'd like to see that beyotch try.

Yes, way to end on a high note.

Okay, it's been a while...but mostly because I'm hiding from _twatlight because I have yet to succumb to Breaking Dawn. But the amazingness there has finally forced me to buy the damn thing so I can LULZ with my twats once more. I miss Wheelz. Idk, I feel weird without constantly posting there...
In other news, why the hell is it so damn hot??
P.S. Nastia better fucking win or I will be pissed.

I just bought the new Weezer cd, and despite everything all those damn critics say, I love it. Not because it's typical Weezer, or because Rivers and the boys went wild, but because it's me. When I say this, I feel like the songs are speaking the words I can never say. And in a weird way, this makes me smile and feel better. I love music so much...and I always wonder what bands/artists changed people's lives. How different is to my list? Ok, mindless chatter done, go on with your lives.

Finally updating again, and once more not very happy or whatever. I dunno, I'm in the weird 2 a.m. in the morning sort of mind, the kind that follows a hot, sticky day where you're indifferent to everything followed by happy. Confusing, I know.
( Just ignore the man behind the curtain...Collapse )
Also:
I love them so hard.

Dude. It's not even 12 pm and my day has been wild. How does this happen, you ask?
Well being a Saturday, it meant I had a soccer game, which always ends in some insane story that no one believes and makes it look like I just tell stories that never happened just to be awesome.
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Guh. To make this a lot less depressing, have some UNF:

Today was a rather odd day--not odd because I had to get my ass up early, but because totally unavoidable random things happened.
Let's cut forward toward the middle of the day, shall we?
Me:*limps into the living room looking like I'm going to pass out*
Mom: Oh, hi, how are you?
Me: I think I pulled a muscle, I've got huge bruises, I've got a headache, and just standing makes me nauseous.
Mom: *brightly* Okay, so you can go clean the kitchen right now?
( I hate being obvious. All fangy and 'grr!' Takes the mystery out...Collapse )

So here I am, still awake at 2:18 am, as usual. This insomnia's going to kill me--not only because I need sleep but worse still it gives me time to think. And because I'm insane, thinking usually amounts to this thought process:

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Title: Cracked
Rating: PG
Pairing/Characters: Mylar
Summary: Sometimes one little thing can set off a chain reaction...
Spoilers: First season
Warnings: Suggestive violence, mentions of bondage and S & M, cracky fic, drabble?
AN: I've had this idea for some time now, so you can thank it for poking at me enough times that it forced me to write (and join the amazingness here). I dunno, it's really random if you don't know me well. Otherwise, it would make perfect sense.

( Sylar wanted to turn around, growl fiercely, and rip someone’s arm off to beat them with it, old school style.Collapse )